Journey back to wholeness.

My journey back to my whole self has been a gradual unfolding of lessons, karma, contracts and characters woven into the tapestry of my human experiences and my soul’s story.

I reached a point of complete exhaustion and burnout.  I was trying too hard, I was my own biggest critic and worst enemy.  Days became dark and heavy and I was forcing myself to keep going and show up.  I had nothing left in the tank and so much left to do.

I was at a crossroad and made a decision to walk away from the external noise, pressure and interference, retreating into my cave.  As an introvert, moving from a public life of service into my private sanctuary was a comfortable transition.

A familiar feeling of vulnerability reverberated within and I dived into my spiritual toolkit and chose Reiki.  My head and heart were racing and I placed my hands on my heart’s centre and while beaming myself with universal life force energy, I caught myself in the stillness between breaths.  I heard a voice of compassion say to me, “slow down and just breathe”. I listened.

In the act of slowing down, my nervous system could reset and I made time for things I loved.  I reconnected to mother earth and played in the dirt, earthing myself, literally creating new gardens within my gardens and giving my time, care and attention to the plants, bless them, they responded immediately.

I was grounding my energy in nature, in the fresh air, feeling the sun, wind and sweat on my body and immersing in the simplicity and beauty right in front of me.

In this space of solitude and quiet I could just be myself and reconnect to me.

In meditation I observed myself and my life from a higher perspective.  From this vantage point, I shone the spotlight down and within, into my darkness, into my pain and my struggles, with detachment and honesty.

I sat with my shadows and rested for days and the days turned into weeks.  A very necessary and timely unfolding.

I began releasing everything that no longer served me, shedding the weight of burden, loss, duty and expectations to name a few and I just surrendered.

Something had to change and I decided in a random moment to let it all go.  I trusted whatever was to be, to just be and allowed it all to play out in it’s own way.  It was an act of faith.

After I released ‘the old’ space opened up inside me, my heart softened, blocks disappeared.  I was ready for’ the new’ and I began consciously working on what was truly important to me.

New information began downloading and I would write for hours and transfer it out of my mind into something tangible for use when I was ready.

My relationships with those closest to me where deepening, in sync with my new relationship with self.

The signs were plentiful and clear, my energy had shifted from force to flow and I was flowing in a purposeful direction. I experienced a profound expansion within my being, aligning energetically with absolute faith and trust in myself.

I learned that my story was important too.

In this state of flow, my belief in myself shifted and in divine response the Universe synced with me, providing everything I needed.

The challenge can be maintaining the higher frequencies of trust, faith and patience, however when consciously living in the higher frequencies the weight of low vibe energy and behaviours naturally dissolve.

I have become a loving caretaker of my energy, I have reclaimed my personal power and I am much more aware of what I do or do not allow into my energy field.

I am consciously vigilant of the entanglements, events, and behaviors that endeavour to trick, seduce or shackle my humanness into the 3D game or lower dimensions, designed to keep us suppressed, stressed, disconnected, and floundering in the dark. In this state, we are easily controlled.

As a humanitarian and missioned soul, creative new ways to serve the collective good are never far from my thoughts.

I sense into, understand and feel the suffering of humanity and the chains that bind us in fear and enslavement. These shackles are woven deceitfully into our history and society and are upheld by networks of greed, power, and control. The reality of 3D.

As Rumi once said, “Why do we stay in prison when the door is wide open?”

Ultimately, it is up to each individual to work through whenever they choose and in their own way. There is no quick fix or magic pill, we are the author and main character of our story, equipped with our human superpowers of love, free will and choice.

Awakening is a unique and multidimensional experience for each of us individually, whether it happens in an instant or unfolds gradually. It is a beautiful journey of consciousness, a remembrance of our true selves.

Awakening can also be a profound understanding of our infinite connections, embracing the value of all human experiences and the greater journey of the soul on it’s evolutionary path.

I freed myself from the limitations of my own creation and leapt into the expansive quantum realms.

It is where I found another way that deeply resonated with me so I could continue to guide others who are on a path of self-discovery and higher understanding.

Deep within, I have always known that we have the power to heal ourselves, far beyond what we have been led to believe.

Connecting with our Higher Wisdom is accessible to all and is our natural state of being and we are remembering.

Through the extraordinary gift of Dolores Cannon’s Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique (QHHT®), I have witnessed profound transformations and many spontaneous healings.

It is an honor to continue Dolores’s remarkable legacy as a QHHT® Practitioner, guiding individuals in their awakening journey while embracing their own truth, healing, and wisdom.

From this place of love and evolution, anything and everything becomes possible.

Beaming light, love, and infinite joy to all.

Kimley

The Power of Reiki

The unfolding of my Reiki journey.

In the early 90’s, I was backpacking around the world, living and working overseas.  Not long after arriving back in Australia, I was keen to explore my home country and ended up in a remote outback community named Aputula in the Northern Territory.

Meeting many people along the way, two stood out, a Swedish/American couple.  We shared similar interests and our discussions led towards alternative therapies Acupuncture, Shiatsu and Reiki.

Katie asked me if I would like a Reiki healing, I immediately said yeah, why not, although a thought did pop in, I’m young, I don’t need anything healed.

My spirit of adventure was alive and I was open to trying anything, I felt safe with my new friends, they were genuine, I could feel it.

Katie prepared a comfy spot for me to lie down around the campfire, she exuded kindness, spoke softly yet confidently, guiding me to breathe deeply, and relax.

I melted into the swag beneath me under the night sky, feeling her hands connecting to me.

Deep within I could feel sensations of energy swirling around, flooding my entire being.

Until that moment I can honestly say I had never felt anything like it before, in this body anyway.   I was awestruck and instantly developed respect for this gentle yet dynamic thing called Reiki.

It was a WOW moment and no words do it justice.

My best explanation is there was an explosion of energy erupting from within, flowing through me and activating my entire body, mind and soul.

In this divine moment I was open and I received the gift of Reiki, giving me whatever I needed.  I didn’t analyze any of it, I fully accepted it, receiving it all, effortlessly and completely.

I was in a pure state of bliss, light burst outward from my heart into oneness with everything.

I don’t know how long I was in this state for but I remember being drawn back to the sound of the campfire crackling.  When I opened my eyes, the night sky was winking at me from above, a breathtaking cosmic kaleidoscope.

I was an adventurous and curious young person, always asking questions and innocently unaware of how many twists, turns and roundabouts where just ahead of me.

When I returned to my hometown of Melbourne, the first thing I did was search for a Reiki teacher.  I was compelled to learn everything.

Initially, thinking I didn’t need anything healed, oh my goodness, I had so much to learn.

Finding a Reiki teacher was easier than I expected.  Reiki was not well known in the 90’s and communication and accessibility to information was limited.

I was initiated to the First Degree of the Usui System of Natural Healing in 1993 at age 23.

My family did not understand why I did this course, they were skeptical.  This attitude fuelled my quest to learn more and find others who knew about energy healing.

Leading me through the doors of many new age stores, meeting one interesting character after another.  I imagined myself doing this kind of thing one day, I dreamed of owning a spiritual shop.

A whole new world opened up to me, my curiosity was not only ignited but on fire, drawing me to the mystery teachings of our ancestors.

I felt at ease with all things esoteric and mystical.  I trusted anything that felt right although difficult to explain.  I learned much later that my psychic gifts were ‘Claircognizance’ and ‘Clairsentience’ meaning ‘Clear Knowing and Feeling’.

Reiki resonated so strongly with me, I could not see it or explain it, however I had absolute faith in a force far greater.  I just knew it was connecting me to everything and in this state of consciousness and energetic frequency, I was home.

I was naturally tapping into and following my internal compass long before I could articulate and fully understand the workings of my inner world and innate abilities.

I was drawn to shops filled with spiritual books and teachings, the knowledge was expansive, far from what I was taught in mainstream school and so much more interesting and oddly familiar.

The next 20 years of my life unfolded and in short, after Reiki found me, I married and birthed two beautiful children, two heart explosions of pure love.

Soon after I lost many people dear to me in a short amount of time bringing grief, loss and pain.

Big highs … big lows.

Becoming a mother consumed me and I lost myself for a while.  I studied and found a career I loved in community services, supporting vulnerable families and somehow juggled both.  I found yoga and meditation classes.

In my personal life I was surrounded by drama, alchohol and negative people and after nine years my role became redundant, I was at a career crossroad.

I studied meditation and holistic counselling.  My marriage was in turmoil, divorce was imminent, my children were struggling, I was drowning.

My family was amidst drug and alcohol addiction and it took hold with added mental health implications, everything fell apart, my family and my life fell into vulnerability and crisis.

I was at a complete loss, my life was way off track, nothing felt right.

My experiences and choices had taken me down the rabbit hole of life.  I was hurting, distracted and overwhelmed but it did not matter how many times I got knocked down, I was driven to keep moving forward.

Time came for a big decision and we decided to relocate, change of environment was calling and led me through another door, the pull was indescribable but I was running on empty.

I caught a glimpse of a brighter future through this opening. There was no way I was going back, I walked through.

A tentative walk of faith, an intuitively guided purchase, turned into my salvation.

As if by magic, I was running my own spiritual business, it was happening, out of the mud a lotus was beginning to bloom.

After twenty long years of ‘experiencing contrast’ in the University of Life and my dream became a reality.

Life goes on and it was still rocky, divorce did come, so did menopause, empty nesting, and the tentacles of addiction were nefarious, yet somehow I was redirected back onto my path and my own healing journey.

A new location and tranquil environment reignited my passion and purpose.  I embraced more study and made the most of every opportunity.

I was initiated to Reiki 2nd Degree in 2014, Reiki Master 2015, Reiki Master/Teacher 2016 and went on to teach and attune others to the Usui System of Natural Healing (Usui Shiki Ryoho) supported by a strong lineage to founder Dr. Mikao Usui.

I was back on track and joyfully sharing the wisdom of Reiki and anything of a spiritual nature.  I was finally doing what I had envisioned myself doing, all those years ago.

The next nine years were transformational, an exceptional and accelerated growth period in my life. I would often pinch myself, to check if it was really happening.

Many divine moments and memories made.  I connected with so many amazing souls, the upside was phenomenal and the day to day fed my creative spirit.

The downside of running a small business by myself was a private turmoil, the burden was an exhaustive 24/7 grind.  Becoming unsustainable, I completed another chapter of my story.

It can take a while for soul lessons to be experienced and learned, for some, many lifetimes.  While life happens, choices unfold, relationships reveal and unravel, positive and negative entanglements and karma play out.

The key is remaining true to yourself, the work on self is ongoing and finding balance in my life became my highest priority, while remaining consciously aware of the natural laws of the universe that govern our existence.

I am grateful for every experience and for the Reiki outback encounter that opened me, guided me and prepared me for what was coming.

Reiki found me 32 years ago and is a powerful gift that keeps on giving. Reiki becomes a way of life.

Reiki teaches practical and tangible skills that bring a deep sense of calm and balance into daily life, enhancing the good times and is a priceless “go to” whenever life becomes overwhelming.

The vibrational frequency of Quantum Healing is where I’m guided to be of service at this time, my current chapter.

As a healer, my intention is always to hold space for another, allowing their inner healer to awaken, so they may heal themselves.

I invite you to experience the Power of Reiki via a Quantum Reiki session, the benefits are limitless.

Your very own WOW moment is absolutely possible.

All you need to do is have faith and trust the flow of Universal Life Force Energy, be open and receive.

I wish you much love and light on your healing journey to wholeness.

Kimley xXx

A beautiful passage by the late Phyllis Furumoto Grand Master who helped introduce Reiki to the Western World

“The greatest lesson in my life has evolved around the acceptance of love, from myself and from others around me.

We can freely give only when we accept with gratitude all that life brings to us.  Treat yourself each day.  Make special time for yourself to touch your thoughts, your emotions, your being.”

“As you grow with Reiki, you will contribute balance and harmony to yourself and to the world.”

The founder of Reiki Dr. Mikao Usui, passage from my First Degree Teachings pub.1985, The Reiki Alliance

Dr. Mikao Usui climbed one of the sacred mountains in Japan and meditated for twenty-one days. On the twenty-first day, Dr. Usui became aware of a beam of light from the heavens that came shooting towards him.  Although he was afraid, he did not move but was struck by the light and knocked over.  Then in rapid succession he saw before him like bubbles of light the symbols that he had discovered in his study, the key to healing of Buddha and Jesus.  The symbols burned themselves into his memory.